Well, the time has finally come. I am slowly packing my bags, and the feeling that I am really leaving is coming even slower. I can't believe a whole semester has already flown by. What a semester it was! I have 80 new best friends, 3 1/2 months of adventure, a good 5-10 lbs. more of me to love, and zero regrets! Half of the group has already left, and the rest of us don't leave until later tonight. It is funny how 40 feels empty. I am excited to go home (how I am exactly getting there is still a mystery). I will miss this place and I will miss having friends always at hand to laugh, cry, learn, and grow with. This city will always hold a little piece of my heart. Walking around the streets yesterday, I can honestly say I felt at home. Last night we had our final dinner and then an awards show with a slideshow. It is an amazing slideshow and I know I will want to pop it in the minute I get home. Be patient with me as I burst into tears every five minutes. I have come up with a solution. I need to join the millionaires club dating service so I can marry someone rich and they can fly me out here when ever I need a good falafle. So mom, what ever you and Brittani were searching for on the internet to get me for Christmas, it better be a plane ticket back out here or a rich husband. Just kidding. But some lypo and cute clothes would proabably help to catch one. Well, I better go back to packing so I can run out into the city one more time. Here goes the end of an adventure and the beginning of a new one. Here we go...
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
8 Things
I am actually really excited Annie tagged me! Sorry, but I believe my list is going to top everyone elses. Just part of living in the Holy Land. Here are my 8 things:
8 t.v. shows I enjoy watching
-The Office
-John and Kate plus 8
-Americas Next Top Model
-What Not To Wear
-Little People Big World
-Project Runway
-CSI
-House
8 things that happened yesterday:
- I visited 3 of the holiest sights for the three major religions of the world...all before 10:30 am (Church of the Holy Selplecure, Temple Mount/Dome of the Rock, Western Wall)
-People watched in the Old City
-Ate my favorite bagel things on the steps of the Austrian Hospice
-Ate a waffle with Gelato on top
-Visited Lazuras' tomb
-Bought frankenscense and myrrh
-Shared a bag of pizza rings with little Palestinian boys
-Finished the book Pride and Prejudice ( I am now a woman)
-buckled a seat belt for the first time in over 3 months (it was a nice cab)
8 things I am looking forward to:
-Watching Pride and Prejudice to celebrate finishing the book
-Meeting my new little niece
-The festivities to celebrate our last night in Jerusalem
-Sleeping in my own bed in New Mexico
-Mexican Food
-Annoying eveyone with my millions of stories
-Giving Christmas presents
-my clothes at home
8thing I love about winter:
-Boots
-Cute, cute coats
-Starbucks Hot Chocolate
-Soup
-An excuse to pull out more blankets
-Christmas lights
-Mistletoe :)
-Christmas music
8 things on my wish list
-Peace in the Middle East
-The car industry to survive
-To feel like I look cute when I get back home
-Plenty of opportunities to share my experiences I have here
-An easy semester (I can wish, right?)
-A rich husband
-A life full of traveling
-To smuggle a Palestinian child home
8 t.v. shows I enjoy watching
-The Office
-John and Kate plus 8
-Americas Next Top Model
-What Not To Wear
-Little People Big World
-Project Runway
-CSI
-House
8 things that happened yesterday:
- I visited 3 of the holiest sights for the three major religions of the world...all before 10:30 am (Church of the Holy Selplecure, Temple Mount/Dome of the Rock, Western Wall)
-People watched in the Old City
-Ate my favorite bagel things on the steps of the Austrian Hospice
-Ate a waffle with Gelato on top
-Visited Lazuras' tomb
-Bought frankenscense and myrrh
-Shared a bag of pizza rings with little Palestinian boys
-Finished the book Pride and Prejudice ( I am now a woman)
-buckled a seat belt for the first time in over 3 months (it was a nice cab)
8 things I am looking forward to:
-Watching Pride and Prejudice to celebrate finishing the book
-Meeting my new little niece
-The festivities to celebrate our last night in Jerusalem
-Sleeping in my own bed in New Mexico
-Mexican Food
-Annoying eveyone with my millions of stories
-Giving Christmas presents
-my clothes at home
8thing I love about winter:
-Boots
-Cute, cute coats
-Starbucks Hot Chocolate
-Soup
-An excuse to pull out more blankets
-Christmas lights
-Mistletoe :)
-Christmas music
8 things on my wish list
-Peace in the Middle East
-The car industry to survive
-To feel like I look cute when I get back home
-Plenty of opportunities to share my experiences I have here
-An easy semester (I can wish, right?)
-A rich husband
-A life full of traveling
-To smuggle a Palestinian child home
Friday, December 12, 2008
Dead Sea
Sorry it has been so long since I posted. I have been trying to live up all of my last moments and the time is flying by. Finals are almost over and I am wondering how stepping back into the real world will go. I am getting excited to go home. I think having Christmas just arounf the corner is helpfull. Anyway, here are some picture of my float in the Dead Sea. This was definitely one of my favorite experiences of all time. I think it is my favorite body of water on Earth. There is no possible way for fish, or any other sea creature, to live in it. The water is clear and warm. The feeling of bobbing around was one of the oddest/coolest feelings. It was so much fun. Don't freak out, but I have now skinny dipped in the Galilee, Med. and Dead Sea. The Dead Sea was a little tricky. Ha!
Mom, you will like this story. As I got out of the dead sea and snapped pictures the water dried but I had salt all over me. As I walked up to the showers, I saw my professor Andrew Skinner. He commented on the salt all over my skin. With out thinking, I offered him a little taste. Right after I said that, the thought "Mom would kill me if she knew I just offered Andrew Skinner to lick the salt on me" flashed thought my head. Luckily Skinner is cool and he said, "I wish I had some french fries right now." If you don't know who Andrew Skinner is, Wikipedia or google him. The story will be a lot funnier.
Well, enjoy the pictures and don't count on hearing too much from me this next week!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Thanksgiving/ Fourth of July
I am not going to lie. I woke up grumpy Thankgiving day. I didn't realize it until much later, but this was my first Thanksgiving away from home and I was feeling a little bit homesick. I was not looking froward to the long day of field trip travel ahead, but I was excited to see the Thanksgiving feast that the people at the kibbutz we were staying at put together. When I got on the bus for the field trip, our teacher let us come up and say something we were thankful for. As people began saying everything they were thankful for, it helped snap me out of my funk and get me thinking about all the things I was thankful for. I began a little list in my journal, and I really took my time and tryed to write down things I was really thankful for and not just things I love or miss. Here is the list:
Music-People who make me laugh- Friends- Compliments- How Unique God made us all- People who help me see situations differently- Having a Passion in life- Having friendships in my family- Sunsets- Sun on my skin- Hot Showers- Forgiveness- Having things to look forward to- The thankful game I am playing Justin, Marissa, Miranda, Dave, Christine, and Adam- My mom and how she laughs at me when she shouldn't- Pretty things- Cozy blankets- The sound of luaghter- Truth- The way children are the same all over the worlds- Confident and kind people- Beauty- The feeling of creativity- The opportunities and adventures I have been able to have- Holidays- Friendly Strangers- Journals- People who do little kind acts and never expect recognition- My friends who listen to me whine- People who know how to say thank you- A dad that still calls me Sugar- Change- Being part of a continually growing family
After the fields trip, we had some time to clean up and get ready for the festivities. We all met in the hall outside the dinig room and they opened up the doors and revealed the dinning hall decorated in red white and blue. It ooked like the 4th of July and Thanksgiving decided they wanted to be celebrated on the same day. We could tell they were trying very hard to give us our usual Thanksgiving food, but everything had a little Mediterranean twist. Instead of gravy, they gave us their equivalent of bbq sauce. The potatoes weren't mashed, but at least we had potatoes. When they brought out the turkeys, it was quite the dramatic scene. They turned off all of the lights, and each of the turkeys has fountain fireworks stabbed into it! Definitely a new Thanksgiving tradition I want to carry on. It was so much fun! We all clapped and cheered. After dinner, I called home and was able to talk to Talon and Annie and hear the great news. I am so excited for new Webb baby number...14 is it? Thanksgiving turned out to be even greater than I could have ever asked. And the day after Thanksgiving...no shopping, stricktly singing Christmas songs.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Too lazy to report
Well, I am so far behind and I really don't want to take the time to sit down and try and catch up on two weeks worth of adventures, so I am posting a bunch of Galilee pictures. Enjoy!
Becca and me in Galilee.
Chelsey and me coming out of some ancient coffins in the tombs
Story Time! It was Nathan's birthday while we were in Galilee, and there really was no way to do anything nice for him becasue we were traveling all day, so I told everyone to look for wierd things throughout the day and give them to him. I found a half empty bottle of Vodka. I kind of felt bad packing it around all the churches we were visiting, but I confessed my sin in a confessional at one of the Catholic churches we visited, and then gave it to Nathan that night. This is me getting ready to give it to him. Needless to say, Vodka can make any birthday better!
My roommate Lauren and me picking up seashells on the shore of Galilee
Inside the tunnels of a castle in Acre
Rachel, me, and Miranda at the Bahai Gradens. Bahai is a odd religion that accepts all religions or anything that makes people good. They also believe in beauty so they have GORGEOUS gardens. I am reading Pride and Prejudice right now so This is what I imagine Pemberly to look like
The BEST apple I have ever had. We drove to a hill so we could see Syria. It was all farm country and we found a little stand selling apples for 2 sheckles (less than 60 cents)
Sign at Nimrod's castle. I guess anyone who lived at a castle named Nimrod would need one of these signs
Some of us got lost in Dan. The Hebrew signs didn't help. Niether did the deaf people we were following. I'm not joking either.
The Chapel ontop of Mt. Tabor. It is one of the most beautiful chapels I have ever been in.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Loving Life
I realize this post isn't about Galilee, But I wanted to post some random pictures I have of different things I have loved about being here that don't really fit into other posts. Enjoy the photos!
Oh the ugly outfits I wear! I love these girls with me. What did I do to deserve such short friends?
One word. Schwarma
One word. Schwarma
A carriage ride in Egypt
Obsessed? Yes! You would be surprised just how many Special Education talks I have had with everyone here
I let Nathan borrow some of my (okay I stole them from Johnathon...sorry JD!) shorts. So I stole his pants and sported them. As you can see, boys jeans are NOT flattering on girls like me with junk in the trunk
I let Nathan borrow some of my (okay I stole them from Johnathon...sorry JD!) shorts. So I stole his pants and sported them. As you can see, boys jeans are NOT flattering on girls like me with junk in the trunk
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Nov. 18... Galilee day #1
The Chirch of the Annunciation
I love these field trips that we go on. They are like mini vacations throughout the semester. Every University really should adopt this policy. On our way to Galilee, we stopped at several locations first. Our first stop was the Ceasarea. To tell you the truth, I can't remember why it was important, but I do remember playing in the Mediteranean. Next, we went to Megiddo. This is where the battle of Armageddon is supposed to happen. It pretty much looked like every other ruins I have seen, but they were up on a hill and you could see the fields where the battle is supposed to happen. The last place we stopped before going to Galilee was Nazareth. Nazareth is a small little town. It was so fun to see where Jesus grew up. They have several beautiful churches commemorating where Mary was told she would be the mother of Christ. My favorite location we went to was the synangogue they believe Jesus got up an read in when he started his ministry and told his hometown exactly who he was. It was really neat to walk around the Church of the Annunciation and see the different representations of Mary that different countries had given to the church. I think what was most memorable about this day was the reality of Mary. She was not a Child Development major with loads of experience raising children. She wasn't much older than my niece Decota. She was young and brave. She must have been scared to death but her faith got her through the criticism of the people in the small town she was from. Things were not easy for her and Joseph. They were the definition of great, humble people. The Christmas story will have so much more meaning and feelings tied to it now that I have a better understanding of the reality of Mary.
Friday, November 28, 2008
Back from Galilee
Well, If you haven't noticed, I haven't posted in a while because I was off prancing around The Galilee. We just barely got back from a long day of historical sites and a long bus ride, so I will try and get the journaling going as soon as I feel brave enough. Stay tuned for details and adventures....
p.s. I would just like to express how excited I am about Talon and Annie's baby announcement! I would like to take some credit for that. At my first trip to the Western Wall, I put a prayer in the wall that said, "bless that Talon and Annies prayers may be answered." Forget this morning and nightly prayer stuff. From now on I am going straight to the Western Wall.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
The People I Love Most
For some reason, my family has been on my mind a lot lately. I feel like every one around me is probably getting sick of me talking about all my siblings, in-laws, nieces, nephews, parents, and grandparents. Being so far away from everyone has really helped my realize just how much I love and appreciate everyone in my family. I don't care what anyone else says, I come from the best family. We all might be a little nuts, but we stick together. I have been so surprised as I talk to others to find out that my siblings ans I are closer than most families. I have never felt alone because I have always had a sibling watching out for me and making sure I knew they would fight for me if I needed it, lend their shoulder if I needed a good cry, or even just provide a good laugh if I hadn't smiled in a while.
The other day in my New Testament class, we were talking about the story of the the rich leader who sought out Christ to come heal his son. When he approaches Christ it seems like Christ is harsh with him, but really he was just testing his faith. The man sticks to his guns, and his son is healed. We talked about the humility and faith this father must have had to seek our Christ. He had wealth and had probably tried every other possible medical treatment. As we discussed this story, I couldn't help but feel my heart throb a little bit as I thought of the wonderful parents and spouses my sibling are, and all that they have done for their children and families. I have seen that kind of faith in my own brothers and sisters. I know I don't tell them enough, but they are my greatest examples and my closest friends.
Chanel has somehow managed to be my best friend and a mother figure at the same time. She has taught me so many important life lessons, and has never pretended to be anything other than herself. She is always encouraging me to be better and do better. She is constantly teaching me how to be a great mom someday, at the same time as she talks about make up, tv shows, and telling me stories of the little things that happen in the day that leave us rolling with laughter.
Brittani never ceases to amaze me. The woman can do anything and everything! She is the expert on finances, the lastest gossip, and she makes the best chicken noodle soup ever! She listens to all of us and our crazyness, gives loving advice, and never thinks anything less of you for makinglife so dramatic. She pays attention to the details and always makes me feel much more important than I am.
Chelsey shows a level of compassion I can only dream to have someday. I know I can escape to her house anytime life gets to be too much, and she will fill me with food, Dr. pepper, and a reminder that even if life is crazy, it sure is fun. Chelsey is possibly the only person who can wake me up to work out in the morning and I am actually excited about it. I know I will always have one person on my side as long as Chelsey is around.
I just might be Perry's biggest fan and I wouldn't have it any other way. He can make any moment in life more exciting, and is a great example of the faith I want to have. Perry has rescued me from some of my hardest moments in life just by simply offering to be a listening ear or inviting me over for a movie. I miss my lunch dates with Perry.
Andrew is the kind of man that are in short supply. If I have turned out good at all, I credit it to Andrew. He knows how to take great resposibility and never expect anything for all that he does. He is selfless and strong. It is a good thing his silent lessons leave a much longer impressions than the bruises from his toe pinches.
Talon has the softest, kindest heart of any person I know. We used to fight like cats and dogs, but I can't think of a better friendship than the one I have with Talon now. He always says he loves me at the end of every phone conversation. He has an enthusiasm for life that I admire. I always know I can count on Talon to find the excitement in a situation, whether it be staying up all night playing monopoly because we are too excited about Christmas or the new icecream shop down the street, Talon finds the simple joy in life.
John-D boy special Webb. I miss him every single day. He never thinks less of me no matter what stupid thing I do and tell him about. I only wish that my head could be screwed on as tight as his. I love it when he rolls his eyes at me pretending to be annoyed with me, but the little smile he doesn't hide eggs me on. Everyone who meets Johnathon knows he is going to do great things, and I am proud just to be his older sister. My favorite part in the Old Testament is that Jonathan and Michal are brother and sister.
I really could go on and on but I better not feed your pride anymore. I just had to make sure my family know that I love them!
The other day in my New Testament class, we were talking about the story of the the rich leader who sought out Christ to come heal his son. When he approaches Christ it seems like Christ is harsh with him, but really he was just testing his faith. The man sticks to his guns, and his son is healed. We talked about the humility and faith this father must have had to seek our Christ. He had wealth and had probably tried every other possible medical treatment. As we discussed this story, I couldn't help but feel my heart throb a little bit as I thought of the wonderful parents and spouses my sibling are, and all that they have done for their children and families. I have seen that kind of faith in my own brothers and sisters. I know I don't tell them enough, but they are my greatest examples and my closest friends.
Chanel has somehow managed to be my best friend and a mother figure at the same time. She has taught me so many important life lessons, and has never pretended to be anything other than herself. She is always encouraging me to be better and do better. She is constantly teaching me how to be a great mom someday, at the same time as she talks about make up, tv shows, and telling me stories of the little things that happen in the day that leave us rolling with laughter.
Brittani never ceases to amaze me. The woman can do anything and everything! She is the expert on finances, the lastest gossip, and she makes the best chicken noodle soup ever! She listens to all of us and our crazyness, gives loving advice, and never thinks anything less of you for makinglife so dramatic. She pays attention to the details and always makes me feel much more important than I am.
Chelsey shows a level of compassion I can only dream to have someday. I know I can escape to her house anytime life gets to be too much, and she will fill me with food, Dr. pepper, and a reminder that even if life is crazy, it sure is fun. Chelsey is possibly the only person who can wake me up to work out in the morning and I am actually excited about it. I know I will always have one person on my side as long as Chelsey is around.
I just might be Perry's biggest fan and I wouldn't have it any other way. He can make any moment in life more exciting, and is a great example of the faith I want to have. Perry has rescued me from some of my hardest moments in life just by simply offering to be a listening ear or inviting me over for a movie. I miss my lunch dates with Perry.
Andrew is the kind of man that are in short supply. If I have turned out good at all, I credit it to Andrew. He knows how to take great resposibility and never expect anything for all that he does. He is selfless and strong. It is a good thing his silent lessons leave a much longer impressions than the bruises from his toe pinches.
Talon has the softest, kindest heart of any person I know. We used to fight like cats and dogs, but I can't think of a better friendship than the one I have with Talon now. He always says he loves me at the end of every phone conversation. He has an enthusiasm for life that I admire. I always know I can count on Talon to find the excitement in a situation, whether it be staying up all night playing monopoly because we are too excited about Christmas or the new icecream shop down the street, Talon finds the simple joy in life.
John-D boy special Webb. I miss him every single day. He never thinks less of me no matter what stupid thing I do and tell him about. I only wish that my head could be screwed on as tight as his. I love it when he rolls his eyes at me pretending to be annoyed with me, but the little smile he doesn't hide eggs me on. Everyone who meets Johnathon knows he is going to do great things, and I am proud just to be his older sister. My favorite part in the Old Testament is that Jonathan and Michal are brother and sister.
I really could go on and on but I better not feed your pride anymore. I just had to make sure my family know that I love them!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Finals, Field trips, and Feasts
Sader Feast
Going down into the Grotto
In the Grotto. The star marks the spot where they say Mary had Jesus
I just love the Arabic on the coke bottles
Outside the Church of the Nativity...not THE star, but the moon. Would be cool though!
I realize that last post was a bit sticky, but it was mostly me taking out my frustrations on all the frustration over here. I really am loving everything I am learning! This past week and a half has been pretty amazing. Let's get the gunk out of the way. Last week we had our Old Testament final ( which was REDICULOUSLY hard), a midterm in Palestinian Near Eastern Studies, a midterm in our field trip class (we have to fill out a workbook on each field trip we go on and we were tested on questions from the workbook), and then yesterday I had my Hebrew final. I have loved starting the Testament and I absolutaly loved the little bit of Hebrew I know. Ask me to write your name for you in Hewbrew when I get home. We pass notes written in Hebrew all of the time now. This week I have two more finals and then we take off for Galilee next week.
Last week we had an Israeli lawyer come talk to us about the conflict over here and he took us to the seperation wall. I have been so lucky to be able to learn from the people they have come talk to us here at the center. This lawyer is pretty important although you would never know it by looking at him. He has already been contacted by the new president's office to be 'befriended' because of his high involvement with the issues over here. I don't know what it is about lawyers, but I really think I could sit and listen to them all say. Especially this guy. I envy their way with words and explaining things. I am sure there are many who would disagree with me, but law facinates me for some reason, and so naturally lawyers facinate me. I just need to find me a rich one and get him to marry me! Just kidding...but really.
On Friday night, our Jewish professor arranged for us to attend a Shabbat service at the synagogue he attends. It is definitly one of my favorite experinces of being in the Holy Land. I don't even know if I can explain it! The men and women sit on different sides of the room and are seperated by a thin sheet a material in the middle of the room. A Rabbi directs the services from the front of the room. At first it kind of bothered me that the men and women sit seperately, but I can see how it actually fosters a sense of unity between fathers and sons and mothers and daughters as they take their children to synagogue and teach them their roles. It also reinforces the differnt roles of men and women. Not that one is less than the other. Much of the service is sung, and it is one of the most beautiful sounds on earth. I was fortunate to sit behind a girl about my age and just on the other side of the cloth from a man, both of whom had beautiful voices. Even though I could not understand the Hebrew, I could feel the sincerity with which they read/sang the Torah. The people have always been more than kind when we have visited synagogue before, and this visit wasn't any different. Devout Jews do not drive on Shabbat , so families walk to and from synagogue together. It is actually quite amazing what a little walking can do. One of my favorite things to do is go walking with my sisters and mom. We could probably walk for hours, just as long as we get to be together and be talking. Some of my favorite memories here have happened while we have been walking around the city or walking from place to place. It really is quite amazing the feelings that walking fosters. After Synagogue, we had some Israeli folk dancing instructors come to the center and they taught us some Israeli folk dances. I thought about not going because I wasn't feeling well, but I am so glad I went. It was so much fun! We danced and danced until we were exhausted. Our intructor was a hoot. I suspect he is a little bit gay. We got a peek at his friut of the looms more than a few times.
On shabbat, I went to the Garden Tomb again. The Garden Tomb is one of my favorite places on earth. I love being with som many people from all over the world. I was walking around by myself and got stopped by a big group from India. One man asked to take a picture and I thought he wanted me to take a picture for him. Nope! He wanted a picture with me. Then, one by one, the rest of the people in the group lined up to get a photo with me. It was so wierd! I took pictures with families, couples, and old men. I was so confused! It was really funny. I met up with some people that had come to church that day and I was able to talk to them for a bit. They were in Israel for business. Turns out one man is the founder of New Skin. With him was one of his higher ups and his wife, and then two young people he was bringing over here to head up their division in Tel Aviv. The man that had brought him wife was a mission president in Georgia in 2003, so it was fun to talk to his wife about the mission president life.
On Sunday we had a Sader Feast, or the Passover feast. It isn't Passover, but our Jewish professor makes sure we are able to experience it while we are here. It was long long long, but definitly an experience worth having. I can't say I absolutley loved all of the food, but it is something that I am glad I experienced.
Yesterday we went on a field trip to Bethlehem. All of us students have been so excited to get the Christmas season going, and there is no better way than to visit the birthplace of the Savior. The trip was put together by our Palestinian professor who lives in Bethlehem. Our first stop was to a Palestinian 'think tank' where we were given an amazing presentation of the conflict. We were educated on the frustartion with the lack of mobility the Palestinians have and the control Israel is having on their lands and lives. The presentation had amazing maps to explain everything, but I am not going to lie, I was fighting my eyelids the entire time. All 80 plus of us were crammed into a little room, the light were out, and I had just eaten a huge breakfast. After our think tank experience, we went to Bethlehem University to talk to some students and get a tour of the University. The teachers at the University were all on strike, but the students came to talk to us anyway. It was so good to be able to interact and try and create as little of a friendship as we could with our peers in the West Bank. They told us about their frustration with living in refugee camps, having their land taken or disputed over, the struggle to get an education, and so many more issues. I was able to walk around the campus with a guy studying information system and we were able to talk just like any two twenty-something-year-olds would. After Bethlehem University, we ate an amazing lunch and then went to the the church plopped ontop of the Nativity site. It was hard for me to feel the sacredness of the location because of the other tourists and the fact that there was a funeral going on inside of the church. It was fun to hear our tour guide talk about how much he loves the Mormons. For once it sounded really sincere. He told us how we are so different from the other tourists because we aren't scared and love to be with the people. We are always smiling and he loves that. It was really neat to hear him say how much he loved us over and over again. After waiting in line forever to go into the grotto and then be quickly pushed out by angry Russian tourists, we went to the Shepard fields to have a sacred moment. My professor asked some of us to talk about specific people to talk about people involved in the birth of Christ and how they were testifiers of Him. I was the lucky one to get Herod. As I prepared, I struggled to know what to say about how Herod, the man who tried to kill the infant Christ, was a testifier of Christ. I finally came to the conclusion that is was his opposition that testified of Christ's importance to the world. As we sat on the hillside looking out at Bethlehem, it really was a special moment. I don't think Christmas will ever feel the same. It is like all my love for my experiences here have been channeled into Christmas. I am excited for the season, and can't help but feel more and more love for this place everyday!
I realize that last post was a bit sticky, but it was mostly me taking out my frustrations on all the frustration over here. I really am loving everything I am learning! This past week and a half has been pretty amazing. Let's get the gunk out of the way. Last week we had our Old Testament final ( which was REDICULOUSLY hard), a midterm in Palestinian Near Eastern Studies, a midterm in our field trip class (we have to fill out a workbook on each field trip we go on and we were tested on questions from the workbook), and then yesterday I had my Hebrew final. I have loved starting the Testament and I absolutaly loved the little bit of Hebrew I know. Ask me to write your name for you in Hewbrew when I get home. We pass notes written in Hebrew all of the time now. This week I have two more finals and then we take off for Galilee next week.
Last week we had an Israeli lawyer come talk to us about the conflict over here and he took us to the seperation wall. I have been so lucky to be able to learn from the people they have come talk to us here at the center. This lawyer is pretty important although you would never know it by looking at him. He has already been contacted by the new president's office to be 'befriended' because of his high involvement with the issues over here. I don't know what it is about lawyers, but I really think I could sit and listen to them all say. Especially this guy. I envy their way with words and explaining things. I am sure there are many who would disagree with me, but law facinates me for some reason, and so naturally lawyers facinate me. I just need to find me a rich one and get him to marry me! Just kidding...but really.
On Friday night, our Jewish professor arranged for us to attend a Shabbat service at the synagogue he attends. It is definitly one of my favorite experinces of being in the Holy Land. I don't even know if I can explain it! The men and women sit on different sides of the room and are seperated by a thin sheet a material in the middle of the room. A Rabbi directs the services from the front of the room. At first it kind of bothered me that the men and women sit seperately, but I can see how it actually fosters a sense of unity between fathers and sons and mothers and daughters as they take their children to synagogue and teach them their roles. It also reinforces the differnt roles of men and women. Not that one is less than the other. Much of the service is sung, and it is one of the most beautiful sounds on earth. I was fortunate to sit behind a girl about my age and just on the other side of the cloth from a man, both of whom had beautiful voices. Even though I could not understand the Hebrew, I could feel the sincerity with which they read/sang the Torah. The people have always been more than kind when we have visited synagogue before, and this visit wasn't any different. Devout Jews do not drive on Shabbat , so families walk to and from synagogue together. It is actually quite amazing what a little walking can do. One of my favorite things to do is go walking with my sisters and mom. We could probably walk for hours, just as long as we get to be together and be talking. Some of my favorite memories here have happened while we have been walking around the city or walking from place to place. It really is quite amazing the feelings that walking fosters. After Synagogue, we had some Israeli folk dancing instructors come to the center and they taught us some Israeli folk dances. I thought about not going because I wasn't feeling well, but I am so glad I went. It was so much fun! We danced and danced until we were exhausted. Our intructor was a hoot. I suspect he is a little bit gay. We got a peek at his friut of the looms more than a few times.
On shabbat, I went to the Garden Tomb again. The Garden Tomb is one of my favorite places on earth. I love being with som many people from all over the world. I was walking around by myself and got stopped by a big group from India. One man asked to take a picture and I thought he wanted me to take a picture for him. Nope! He wanted a picture with me. Then, one by one, the rest of the people in the group lined up to get a photo with me. It was so wierd! I took pictures with families, couples, and old men. I was so confused! It was really funny. I met up with some people that had come to church that day and I was able to talk to them for a bit. They were in Israel for business. Turns out one man is the founder of New Skin. With him was one of his higher ups and his wife, and then two young people he was bringing over here to head up their division in Tel Aviv. The man that had brought him wife was a mission president in Georgia in 2003, so it was fun to talk to his wife about the mission president life.
On Sunday we had a Sader Feast, or the Passover feast. It isn't Passover, but our Jewish professor makes sure we are able to experience it while we are here. It was long long long, but definitly an experience worth having. I can't say I absolutley loved all of the food, but it is something that I am glad I experienced.
Yesterday we went on a field trip to Bethlehem. All of us students have been so excited to get the Christmas season going, and there is no better way than to visit the birthplace of the Savior. The trip was put together by our Palestinian professor who lives in Bethlehem. Our first stop was to a Palestinian 'think tank' where we were given an amazing presentation of the conflict. We were educated on the frustartion with the lack of mobility the Palestinians have and the control Israel is having on their lands and lives. The presentation had amazing maps to explain everything, but I am not going to lie, I was fighting my eyelids the entire time. All 80 plus of us were crammed into a little room, the light were out, and I had just eaten a huge breakfast. After our think tank experience, we went to Bethlehem University to talk to some students and get a tour of the University. The teachers at the University were all on strike, but the students came to talk to us anyway. It was so good to be able to interact and try and create as little of a friendship as we could with our peers in the West Bank. They told us about their frustration with living in refugee camps, having their land taken or disputed over, the struggle to get an education, and so many more issues. I was able to walk around the campus with a guy studying information system and we were able to talk just like any two twenty-something-year-olds would. After Bethlehem University, we ate an amazing lunch and then went to the the church plopped ontop of the Nativity site. It was hard for me to feel the sacredness of the location because of the other tourists and the fact that there was a funeral going on inside of the church. It was fun to hear our tour guide talk about how much he loves the Mormons. For once it sounded really sincere. He told us how we are so different from the other tourists because we aren't scared and love to be with the people. We are always smiling and he loves that. It was really neat to hear him say how much he loved us over and over again. After waiting in line forever to go into the grotto and then be quickly pushed out by angry Russian tourists, we went to the Shepard fields to have a sacred moment. My professor asked some of us to talk about specific people to talk about people involved in the birth of Christ and how they were testifiers of Him. I was the lucky one to get Herod. As I prepared, I struggled to know what to say about how Herod, the man who tried to kill the infant Christ, was a testifier of Christ. I finally came to the conclusion that is was his opposition that testified of Christ's importance to the world. As we sat on the hillside looking out at Bethlehem, it really was a special moment. I don't think Christmas will ever feel the same. It is like all my love for my experiences here have been channeled into Christmas. I am excited for the season, and can't help but feel more and more love for this place everyday!
The Plot Thickens
To be completely honest, I never really expected to fully understand the conflict over here. I hardly understood why the Israelis and Palestinians were having conflict before I came. I have been lucky enough to learn one hundred fold more ethan I knew before coming here, and yet it is still only scratching the surface. I have also been fortunate to attend a university where I have both a Jewish and a Palestinian professor. They are both highly educated men and have been able to explain the conflict from as nuetral a standpoint as someone who is deeply rooted in the conflict could. We have had forum after forum from a number of government officials who have concentrated on the Israeli Palestinian conflict as well. We have been asked to write our own ideas on achieving peace for assignments in class. I have been able to mingle with both the Jews and the Palestinians. I can honestly say I love both people. It seems to be which lecture I have had that day and which part of the city that I am in that pushes my opinions one way or another. I have flip flopped back and forth a million times. I don't know if there is a solution. Yesterday we visited Bethlehem University which is in the West Bank. We were able to ask many of the students questions and hear their personal stories and how they have been affected by the conflict. Many of the questions we asked clearly showed our own frustration with what we as Americans feel. we want to help. We sympothize with both sides. We can see how optimal it would be for the solution to come internally from those who are at war with one another. There is such great hope over here that Obama is going to not only bring great change to America, but the conflict over here as well. I can't say I share that same hope in Obama, but I could be wrong. It is so important for the people to become educated about the conflict and for there to be resourses for both side to turn to, but they rely so heavily on America to provide this. I wish there was a way for me to see a way to provide nuetral involvement, but if you try and advance the medical aid or education on one side it is seen as supporting that side politically. No action is done without it turning into an analysis of who's side you are supporting. It really is quite frustrating for everyone invovlved and even those of us just watching. I only know of one person who is a solution to all conflicts, healer of all wrongs, and is the ultimate uniter. Unfortunately, Christ and striving to have Christlike attributes are not topics of discussion when the building of a seperation wall and the creation of suicide bombs are resorted to as solutions.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Life after Jordan
Life has been moving along much too fast since I got back from Jordan. It is hard to explain the change in feeling. I officially hit my halfway mark here and am now on the "back nine". It really sounds funny to hear me talk about this as if it is my experience alone. It is as if I am experiencing everything through 80 pairs of eyes. All of us students are proabably experiencing the closest thing to Zionism as we will ever see in this lifetime. Even though I am just barely over halfway done here, I can't help but feel the bitter sweet realization that the end is coming. I am trying hard to cherish every single minute I have left. It has actually been a bitter sweet experience trying to soak every moment in. My love for the people around me, the experiences I have each day, and the happiness I feel at every second of the day are making me grow more and more attached to this whole experience. Not a bad thing right? I just hope when I get home I will be able to function normally and not annoy everyone around me with stories that all start with "When I was in Jerusalem..." If I ask two people to come with me to the store, just play along. I won't be used to being without the company of at the very least, two other people. There are many things I can hardly wait for when I get home:
Chips and Salsa
swapping secrets with my sisters
Laughing at my brothers even if they aren't funny to anyone else
Little hands wrapped around my finger and little voices calling me Mooch
Getting ready in the morning without haveing to say "excuse me" or "can I sneak past you?"
Mom listening to what ever stupid story I have to tell
Convincing Dad to get icecream and french fries even if it is much to late to be eating
As much as I miss these things at home, there are so many things that I will long for here:
Cobblestone walkways
Hearing the prayer call while I am saying my own prayers
Children in uniforms yelling "Hello!" and giving me high fives
Buying a pomagranite for 60 cents
Talking to people from all over the world and instantly being friends simply because we both love where we are
Sticking out like a sore thumb and loving it
Never knowing what time or day it is
Having time to look for the beauty around me
Being surrounded by some of the most beautiful, confident, kind, and hilarious people on earth
Well, I better get back to enjoying every minute, they seem to be slipping away faster
Thursday, November 6, 2008
My last day in the Land I love
Obviously not an ancient Mosiac...there is a website at the top.
I can honestly say I was sad to leave Jordan. It was so comfortable there, and I really would have loved to have been able to stay there longer. For the last day in Jordan, we were able to stop at the River Jordan to see where Christ was baptized. I love being able to go to some of the New Testament sites. With so much of our time being spent studying the Old Testament this first half, I always feel a little bit more refocused when we talk about locations that were imoptant during Christ's lifetime. Before visiting the River Jordan, we stopped at more Roman ruins and a museum that held artifacts gathered in the area. It was a pretty amazing little museum tucked away on a hill. Once again, seeing the Roman scultures and artifact tugged at my heart strings a little bit. The view from where the ruins were was pretty neat becasue you could look out over the city and realize, Wow! I really am half way across the world and in a completely different culture than I was raised...and I love it! After the ruins and museum it was off the the River Jordan. Because of the "heavy" rains we had seen the day before, the river Jordan was pretty muddy. The river has actually shifted quite a bit from where it was located when Christ was baptized. The location that is traditionally said to be THE spot where he and John the Baptist carried out the baptism is not a hole in the ground surrounded by ancient churches that now look like pavilions. Down stream is a church build to glorify the location. There is a small dock just down from the church where you can walk out and touch the water. This might sound funny, but traveling as much as I have, I have gained an appreciation for the Catholic Church. I loved the little church that was near the river. The painings on the cielings and walls were beautiful. Can you imagine what the art world would be like without the Catholic Church? Let's just not even try. Anyway, it was a neat experoence, and I am SO looking forward to starting the New Testament this week and having the rest of my time here filled with learning about the Savior. I love life!
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